Emo Queen

2009-05-31T22:31:00.002+08:00

It's end of weekend and i almost forgot to blog something i wanted to blog along ago. It happened around 1 month ago.. It was a friday.. The lady boss was busy completing her work as she had to go overseas to visit her daughter. At that time, i needed to call an overseas number. My company is so stingy that only the bosses have the telephone to call overseas. Employees are not able to call overseas unless we ask the bosses to call. As usual, i gave her the number to dial. I mentioned as usual.. which mean that i do not purposely look for country code or area code to call. I just gave her the number to call as reflected in my computer. She also never once ask me to look for any area code or whatsoever. On that day, just because she was busy with her own things.. (okie.. i beginning to flare up le.. bear with me for my language..)

She F***ingly said this. "What number is this? Why don't have area code?" For her first two sentence, i ignored her (as usual lol.). After that, she started her nagging.. "You should have at least look up the country code or area code right? I am TOWKAY SOU you know.. You mean towkay sou must do all this things for you? I am already so busy yet i do all this things for you." This time round, i can't let her malign me anymore. So i told her, that is what i always did as usual, she never ask me for area code so i didn't look up. And how would i know in the first place she need to look for whatever area code. And sai la.. never let employee make overseas call how would we know what numbers are needed to call? And how would i know what your stupid telephone needs?? I was so so so so so angry that i kept on breathing in and out in and out for fearing that i would go crazy and beat her up!! lolx.. Haa.. jk for the last sentence. I really don't know what i would do to her if i didn't control myself. Count herself lucky lor. lol

Back to the incident, she said something even more sucky.. which i forgot.. she is very capable of nagging and complaining. Oh yar.. she mentioned something like.. who do you think you are? She is very capable of saying ugly words when she is busy with her own things or is angry. Come'on.. When i was very busy and my boss gave me errands, i didn't complain or whatever lor.. stupid. Who do she think she is? So mighty meh? Her heart is so so so small.. only care about her own things. Okie.. so i cried but didn't let her see of course.. Cuz her words are real ugly like her heart. Hmmpx. She only accumulates bad karma by doing this. That day i was really F***king angry ok.. really feel like scolding her F***! Really!

Luckily she went overseas for like 2 weeks. Didn't want to see her face. When she came back, i can't seem to forgive her. Don't feel like talking to her also. She also finding problems for me. That day she came back, she asked me to do some checking with reference to some papers. So i did and i returned to her. After that, she came back and asked me whether i altered something on the paper cuz she saw some liquid paper on it. That liquidation was already there in the first place. When i told her no, she F***kingly can say, YOU SURE? I really feel like................ better don't say it out. lol.. and then she kept on asking like for 3 times whether i alter the paper anot. I only replied NO!... sh*t leh.. kaoz.. see her expression on the face.. i really feel like quitting lor.. stupid..

This incident also spark off the motivation for me to change job. This is not the only reason of course. I have been wanting to change job since last year.. but very unluckily at the wrong time.. economy downturn... and i cannot afford to just quit like that cuz i have school fees to pay up.. Now i have finished my exams.. i really wish i can manage to find a new job before the 2nd sem starts..

Sigh~ talked to weiyong about this. He told me to chant for high life condition(HLC) so that nobody can affetct my mood even when she say or do whatever to me. I also want to have HLC to prove her that i am not so easily bullied. TOWKAY SOU so what... hahaha.. also a human what.. doesn't mean your position high then you are high class or whatever. What is most important is the HEART! not towkay sou! lolx~!

Surprise

2009-05-27T18:07:00.000+08:00

Guess what? Last week, i actually bumped into 2 of my ex-clique girls. I was coming out of the toilet at Tampines 1. 2 girls came in but i didn't really pay attention to them until my friend called my name. The moment i look at her, i was so surprised that she spotted and and actually called my name! Why was i surprise? Cuz while we were in different classes, she don't call me when i see her in school... don't know if she acted blur or what.

Anyway, i was so surprised! Even more surprised that they told me they were discussing about me; whether i have been living well or not and then they saw me. Even even more surprise that they wanted to see how my boyfriend looks like and followed me out without going to the toilet. And.. i was surprised by the things they did lar.. cuz i didn't expect them to care about me anymore as they talked to me after they saw my bf, asking me to contact them.. when they should be the 1 to contact me first. Then the other girl told me when i get married i must invite them to go. Hahaha.. i was quite shocked and didn't know what to react as i never ever thought of inviting them to my wedding before.. cuz "our friendship is already not a ship.."

I saw the girl who "hated me to the core." lol. She asked 2 of my friends where they were going when they followed me to see my bf. The moment i saw her, i was feeling =S weird.. just don't feel like seeing her lor. Thus, immediately, i walked away when i see her face.. Don't think she saw me and i think she would fled ten thousand miles away in order to avoid seeing me. lolx! Luckily she went off with her parents.

Well, i think the reason for them to get so excited seeing me was so as "speak of the devil" explains so. To elaborate, it is just like winning the lottery.. as what they talked about appeared right before their eyes. That is why they were excited about.. not because they didn't see me for about.. 3 or 4 years? Am i right?

Before we ended our conversation, i tried to give them a chance.. contact me was my last words to them. I won't take the initiative to contact them.. In common sense, one should contact the person who has been outcasted and left out, for years. This is also a test for them, whether they still treat me as their clique? Nono.. they don't regard me as their clique anymore as i have been outcasted. I should be saying.. whether they still treat me as their friend.. test about their character, whether they would talk to that girl about outcasting me... Let's wait and see....

Sigh~ to conclude, i am glad that i still have my BS with me.. a group of girls who can laugh together at jokes we made when we were young.. who understand each other since secondary school.. =]

Wait.. before i end off, just in case anybody from the cilque happens to read this post, i mean no harm. I just want to know and solve the misunderstandings (if any) between us.. Well, maybe i misunderstood you all.. please prove it to me.

Tactics ...

2009-04-14T00:07:00.003+08:00

It's 12.09am now. I try my best to blog. haha I going to do gongyo after blogging and then sleep!

Last Monday, went SIM for my class. When i went to the lift to press the button, one guy came up to me. Guess what he said? That was the most stupid line i heard...

"Hi, i think you look cute in your executive wear." *faint* My mind was like... diao~~~~ where got stranger come up to you and say you look cute one? aiyooooo~ On the other hand, i was thinking maybe he wants to do a survey on my wearing or what cuz he mentioned something about my way of dressing.. which is normal to me.. I wore a black top and skirt and this is how typical a office girl would wear!

After that, came his friend... who was not on smiles.. he seemed serious.. He asked me if i am local or what cuz i look like a Hong Konger.. -_-"" Then, he began to ask me weird questions which again, i thought they were trying to survey me or what. They asked questions like.. is the bubble tea nice?? Where did you bought it? Why are you taking the lift. haha.. So weird questions that i asked them back why can't i take the lift =/ After these questions, the guy's friend told me.. actually my friend thinks that you look cute and wants to know you.. He is shy.. would you want to give him your HP number? While they were talking to me, they seemed very serious, which for the third time, i was wondering if they were doing an experiment for their project or what~!

Being friendly, i told him i could only give hi mmy msn address. Then the friend immediately say his friend don't use MSN often 1.. Give him your hp number la.. Then i replied him that my bf would be angry.. But they both heard.. ooh your mom would be angry ah?? -_-""" When I repeated myself louder, the guy was shocked to hear tt.. and said.. ohhh.. your bf ah.. sorry sorry!! byee!!!

Lolx.. how interesting huhz.. I think that was their first time trying to tackle girls.. which is not right.. Maybe this shall serve as tips for guys.. Firstly, going up as a complete stranger to someone telling her she look cute in her executive wear is completely weird! Secondly, cute and executive wear don't match at all. lol.. This is not a compliment.

If you want to know girls, just go up to her straight and ask.. hi could i be your friend.. or ask random questions like.. hi are u studying part time and then continue the conversation... complimenting the girl when you don't know her at all would be a turn off..

Thirdly, smile when you talk!! Being so serious will scare the girls off! lol..

Fourthly, be sincere!! Don't be so realistic like once you know that the girl is already attached then you run away. hahaha.. so realistic.. At least can be friends right? Guym please take note of this tips! hahaha.. sorry to the guys for 'stupidfying' them.. paiseh~` just want to say what i feel only.. hahaha so funny.

2009-04-05T00:06:00.002+08:00

One post before i go sleep. Went to my sis house for mahjong session yesterday night after my school. Reached her house at 11pm. Thought i could bath and prepare my bed before playing mahjong with them but my siblings waited for me since 10pm liao.. then they tell me "play first laaahh, we waited for you so long already." Bleahx.. and so i played.. I lose rounds and rounds.. cuz i know i haven't bath yet.. smelly cannot win 1.. haha.. then we played til1 1am unknowingly. i felt frustrated, its already 1am and i haven't bath yet.. quite angry already.. cuz i told them i need to sleep at 1am as my lessons are at 9am the day afer. After my bath, i won finally! But i felt tired... told them i wanna sleep le my bf don't let me sleep =[ say must play full round.. this is not jumanji maaa... It was already 2am+ and i was still awake instead of sleeping.. I don't know if i should feel angry or what yesterday.. Actually i lost all the money during the game but in the end, i won 1 round and got back big $$.. When i won, i wasn't happy. Haha... Slept aqt 3am =[

This is a boring post.. i just wana blog about mahjong.. goodnite~!

2009-04-01T21:57:00.002+08:00

I am back! (My favourite quote in blog) Quite a few friends nagging me to blog which is good. It's good and happy to know that there are people reading my blog and getting a view of my life and caring for me. =] Thanks!

I am actually doing my assignment now using my laptop. Don't know why, maybe laptop is personal to me, so i feel like blogging. So i am halfway assignmenting and halfway blogging.

Pause for awhile, let me continue my assignment first....

Ok back.. 10 minutes over.

As i was reading from my previous entry, the fear of lossing of my sleep, unability to cope with my commitments are redundant. =]!! I still can cope and juggle between all that i have mentioned as well as part time studies. I like taking challenges so that i can grow stronger in person. This is the guidance from Ikeda sensei. A senior leader i met also told me what sensei had said. It is something like.. all the things and challenges we took during our youth will be our glory in future when we grow old. When we look back, we will be happy over our achievements. The foundation we build during our youth is important. So youths! Don't be lazy and afraid! Don't begrudge your life! Brave on and take on challenges!

Resuming to my assignment.. couple of minutes over..

I am starting to feel tired~!! eeks... completing 500 words essay..

2 weeks ago, i went Genting Highlands with my family, relatives as well as my bf. It was supposed to be an overseas trip with my bf only to celebrate his birthday. Haha... but it expanded to be so many people's business liao. But then it was good to have an overseas trip with your loved ones together. First time going genting. When i first got down from the coach, i felt the icy weather~! So cool and interesting. Didn't get to touch the clouds though.. only touched, felt and smelt some dispersing clouds.. you know what i mean? Those clouds which are low enough to cover the visibility of hotels in genting. I thought i could touch the marsmallow-looklike cloudss... haha. At night, the clouds came into our hotel room. The visibility was abit blur inside our room. I was thinking whether it would rain in the room ^-^ So interesting. Overall quite a fun experience in Genting Highlands.

Think i shall blog til here.

2009-03-25T14:28:00.000+08:00

I want to blog!!

Wait for me =D

1st Post of 2009

2009-01-07T09:53:00.002+08:00

Happy New Year to you who is reading my blog.

Thinking of resolutions to set in 2009. Hahaha.. waiting for my leave on this Friday to think of it cuz i need time to think. I have alot of things to do. My blog title is missing! It do not seem complete to me~~ Missing links.. and my uncompleted post of my HK trip not yet finished =[ Sad.. 有心无力。I need to 大扫除too. I need 2 or 3 days to do that. =p

Frankly saying, i am worried about coping with my part time studies which is starting soon this month. I need time for my family, my bf, Gakkai activities, Sunflower trainings and my personal time as well as my job~. Sometimes when i woke up feeling tired, i was thinking to myself it would be worse if i started studying making myself even more lethargic. Don't like the feeling of getting insufficient sleep. I need 9 hours of sleep!! Sigh~~ But this is the way to challenge myself. I can't wait to graduate in 2.45 years time getting a Degree and then paving towards my career!!

Once in a blue moon, i feel like becoming tai-tai~ lolx.. it's really so relaxing to be a tai-tai~~ Shopping, enjoying, going for spa, going overseas for holiday etc etc and having all the time to herself while the others are working and earning money with all their might. It is the feeling i like. Maybe i should take leave going shopping and relaxing.. getting a taste of being tai tai~~ sighhhhhhhh~~~~~ =[ envy~

Actually i am still trying.. to.. complete my post of the HK trip. It is in my draft. But i forgot the sequence alreadyl which day i went to where etc. Got to see the photos before i can continue blogging~~~

Life is tired!! (which i think for today only)

Towards my Degree

2008-12-06T16:15:00.008+08:00

I am back! Pardon me for being Emo these few days. Saw my blank tag box since Nov. Just wondering why my friends won't tag to comfort or encourage me when i was feeling emo. Hmmpx. Got to know 1 blunt friend of mine. Think i am beginning to be like her already. Sometimes it is good to be frank with each other to have a heart to heart dialogue. I don't like your behaviour i tell you. I am a sincere person who cherish and treasure friendships. So i just want to let my friends know how i am exactly feeling right now.

Recently major events took place.

29 Nov: Movement concert.
Even on the day itself, sanshoshima attacked me! The bus i was riding towards Tampines had a minor accident that held me up for the dance training before the performance. I was late for the training. Only went throught the alignment with my fellow sisters. Didn't polish the steps. There were even last minute changes to the steps. Based on daimoku (chanting), we challenged ourselves to accept the changes to the steps.

When the concert started, i was quite nervous though i have performed several times . Was worried about the new steps; what if i bang into another sister while running? What if the alignment is wrong? Alot of what ifs cuz it would spoil the dance. Luckily, all went smoothly! I saw the video of our dance. Quite happy that the alignment was neat as it wasn't during rehearsals.

Took lotsa memorable photos. Took photos with Wang Jian Fu alone! Wahaha.. i think that was the coolest part cuz it's a rare chance to take solo photo shoot with him! lol. By the way, Wang Jian Fu is a Soka Member too and he also performed on stage.

With my SunFlower sisters.

We are looking forward to Youth Cultural Festival (YCF) 2010! I think it will be a challenge for me by then cuz i would be already studying part time while working and then practising the dance to prepare for YCF.

30 Nov: Terry's wedding.

Went to Shangri-La Hotel with some of my secondary school classmates to attend Terry's wedding. She had solemnization at the beach which is also my dream to have it at the beach. =] =] It was such a romantic scene when the sun was setting down. Was wondering when would it be my turn~~ I bet the girls were wondering too =] Overall happy to gather with my friends.

Alamak~ I don't have the group photos with the gals n guys. I post this with the guys first.

See i so xin fu. Whaha

Today:

Went down to SIM for a tea session. Basicaly to see who will my future classmates or schoolmates be. See if they are bad people then Yvonne and Me won't join le. haha jk Came home and then registered the course i will be taking for Sem 1. Quite happy that i have 2 credit exemptions! I will be much more happier if they allowed me to exempt Financial accounting and Management accounting! I sux at accounting. =[ But the.. now i realise something. Everything happens for a reason. I was glad that i didn't give up accounts when i was in secondary school. Or else, i would be suffering in University now if i have no accouting background. =]

I am on my way to my dream! Looking forward to graduate to have a Degree in 2011!

Emo Emo

2008-11-28T09:47:00.002+08:00

Looks like Emo Queen blog is getting real emo recently.

Tomorrow's the performance already. Sanshoshima never fail to appear to any form of obstacles to prevent us from doing good things. For me, it appear in my relationship. Looks like Sunflower is being attack by sanshoshima as alot of us are suffering from sickness and problems. I will not let sanshoshima attack me. Really must chant alot of daimoku to have the high life condition and to be strong as said by Keng to potray hope in the dance. How can we potray hope in the dance when we are weak ourselves? Haha..

Does crying mean that you are weak? To me, the answer is N-O. I cry to release my emotions as i am a emo person. Otherwise, i would have mental problem inside of me! I cry not because i am weak. It is only at the end then we know whether the person is weak or not. Probably those who do not cry gave up at the end. I feel that those who cry are more stronger than they are and than those who do not.

Wounds of Heart

2008-11-26T14:53:00.002+08:00

What happened to us?

The feelings are so weird and numb.

Last night, suddenly, i longed for a person to embrace me by the arms.
I longed for the sense of security protecting me. Just like how my blanket covers me.

Feeling emo~

Personality Test

2008-11-25T15:56:00.003+08:00

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on educationEducation is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
What are you most afraid of:You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.

You don't really care about other people's feelings. You do things the way you want and usually think only about yourself. You are easy-going and love to have fun, but you can be irresponsible as well. You are not keen on serious discussions because they can make you remember that life isn't always about parties.

You are a bright, cheerful and bubbly person. You are thoughtful and considerate, and like to have fun. Everybody feels comfortable around you because of your pleasant nature. When you walk into a room, people's eyes are likely to be drawn to you because of your charm.
Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right?
Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Given by ZY kor.

Not very accurate. If it is very accurate, everytime i will go ya right! But then for this, i don't have any feelings~ haha. Just read for fun.

My Principles

2008-11-25T09:32:00.002+08:00

I realised my blog is missing the titles.

The title i put for this entry is my principles. Recently, i realise something of myself. I do not know if this is stubborn or what. To make it sound better, i shall deem it as my Principles. 我的原则。

I hold true to my Principles. Regarding work, my working hours is from 9am to 6.30pm. Any calls or messages from trainees outside my working hours, i ignore them. They have been issued our company's name card and the working hours are stated there. It is also sated very clearly that my handphone is only for emergency use. Early this year, 1 trainee called me at 11pm but i ignore her call. Later when i went to listen to my voice message, she was asking for her payment details!! What the heck right? That was not urgent. I have received lots of calls and messages from trainees asking about salary when i am off work. They think i work 24 hours and i take their salary details everywhere i go. ..Stupid..

These trainees just do not have basic manners or courtesy to think if i am already sleeping at wee hours. I think they would also feel irritated if their customers call their hp number at wee hours to ask like.. how much does the beer cost? Or do your company sell beer? Really what the heck!

If they message me outside my working hours, i would reply them when i start work at 9am. That is my Principle. Am i right or wrong? I also need time for my family, for myself and etc.. I do not work 24 hours a day. Attending to them outside my working hours literally spoils my day cuz they are disturbing me from my rest and my personal time even if just a minute.

When i went to Hong Kong, i can have trainee asking me for the office opening hours. I ignore it. She already had the namecard which the office hours are written in it. They do not read it!

Even during my lunch break, i ignore their calls on my hp as the namecard also indicates our lunch time. I call back them when my lunch time is over. Haha =p

If i have arrivals after work or i need to report them before 9am, i record down the number of minutes i worked overtime, even if it is 30 minutes or even 15 minutes. They can add up to an hour when i work OT the next timesss. Calculative? I really need it cuz i can offset my hours during work. They do make a difference to me if i offset 30minutes. By ending work 30 minutes earlier, i can reach home at 7pm and catch the drama. Haha~ More importantly, i can have more time to do my things and sleep 30 minutes earlier! :p Or by using that 30 minutes to rush to the dentist which already closes by the time i reach there when i end work normally. Today, i am going to offset 2 hours.. 45 minutes and 1 hour 15 minutes of OT i worked last time. I have the right to offset them ba. 2 hours are alot.

Recently been noticing if trainees are late for their appointments with me even though it is not important. Haha.. I am a nobody in the office but i mind their punctuality. Sometimes, feel like calling them to question or to 'scold' them if they do not turn up for their appointment with me. I am training the youths!! Bleahx

November babies celebration~!

2008-11-19T14:30:00.002+08:00

First of all, happy birthday to TS (if you ever read this in my blog, not the BS blog.)

I am getting excited now~! After work today going my sis house for a bbq session with my family and my cousin's family to celebrate my siblings and me birthday together. Our horoscope are all scorpio. Bbq food.. yummy~~

Yesterday i lost my voice. Took MC went Polyclinic so can claim $$ back :p If not waste away my 'limited' benefit. My company's benefit is really limited. So i always try my best to squeeze those limited benefits for myself. Hahaha =p I am a typical Singaporean i guess. As i was saying, i lost my voice.. gotta eat medi.. so don't know can eat lotsa bbq foodie later anot~~

Recently busy with my dance trainings so no time to blog about my HK trip. I am still left with 2.5 days to blog about and posting photos! Right now i am blogging in my office. Haha.. Have to manage my time well while blogging and working~

Okies.. shall be back with my HK trip post soon.

Happy Birthday to Me!

2008-11-08T23:58:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday to me, happy birthday to me, happy birthday to meee~ Happy birthday to me! =]

Ehz nobody wish me happy birthday over here! So bad! Forgot about it le rite! :P

Hong Kong Trip (Day 3)

2008-11-07T15:23:00.003+08:00

Rise and shine! Walked to HK Cultural Centre which was nearby the hotel for Dim Sum as researched on the internet. Didn't went in for breakfast as we felt that the food there must be expensive as that was a restaurant. Bought bread to eat instead. Took the boat to Central and then a bus to the Ocean Park. One must be seated properly as the way the driver drove was so dangerous and thrilling. Hahaha.. They turn when they want to, not like in Singapore; when you turn you have a smooth turn but for HK, it is like a jerk to the right~~~ ~_~

Reached Ocean Park. Dear said my face so sian (cuz i didn't have enough sleep) He thought i felt bored due to yesterday's disappointment. 'Angried' with him for saying i looked sian. hmmpx.. He tried to cajole and cheered me up by bringing me to see pandas in Ocean Park, my favourite (cuz they look like Tarepanda! lolx) but i was still angry. Went into Panda shop, saw many cute soft toy Pandas and he took photos of me with Pandas. lolx..

Went inside an area to look at real Pandas!! Saw 3 of them, busily eating bamboo leaves. They are so cute and adorable that i felt like hugging them and bring them back to my house!! :p The cute pandas melted my anger :p Hahaha

Spent much time taking photos of the pandas. We then went to explore the Ocean Park. Nothing much actually. Saw Dolphins but we were not allowed to go near them. Really nothing much to see!

Saw this, i thought of TS. This is specially for u! Whahaa..

We spotted the Carousel!

My first time riding on the dreamy carousel. ~~

We then took cable car up to the other side of Ocean Park. The ride was quite long with scenic views. Was wondering whether the whole stretch of road which the cable car passed through is part of Ocean Park's?

We reached the top of the other side of Ocean Park. Had our breakfast cum lunch over there at the restaurant. Quite windy and cold over there cuz it was at the top. The view and the food was greattt! Took some photos over there.

After eating, we went down explore. They have a underwater world too, with nicer sea creatures!

Aiyaa lazy to insert photos leh.. haha..

We went to take exciting rides. From the Ferris Wheel, to the Carousel to the Pirate Ship and then to the Eagle ride. Pirate ship so shiock~! Keke.. After the Eagle ride, we felt tired and sleepy. Maybe because much energy was used up for the shouting. Hahaha. We really felt sleepy then! No more energy to go for other rides. So we had some snacks to charge our energy up before we went off to the Peak!

Took bus to the Central Bus interchange. Slept throughout the journey. Darn tired. Woke up, walked to the tram station to go The Peak. The distance to the tram station was quite far. Gotta climb up a slope. We walked for about 15minutes before we reached the destination. Quite excited buying the tickets to the Peak and Madame Tussaudes (The wax museum)

End of day 3 part a. To be continued..

Hong Kong Trip (Day 2)

2008-11-05T15:55:00.000+08:00

As we reached back the Hotel quite late, we slept quite late too. Cuz had to bath and unpack etc. Slept around 3am. Wanted to go Ocean Park and then to The Peak on the 2nd day. But dear thought we might tired ourselves cuz we only left with like 4 hours of sleep. Thus, we decided to switch our Day 3 itinerary to Day 2; i.e to visit SGI HK and then ladies market shop!

Had breakfast at a coffeeshop. Had bread, ham, egg, lemon tea, coffee, macaroni which tasted quite nice.

After that, we headed off to take the MTR to Soka Gakkia International, Hong Kong! (SGI HK) In Singapore, it is called SSA - Singapore Soka Association under SGI.

First time taking the MTR. The MTR is smaller than our MRT. Quite a crowd. The journey from one station to another is relatively shorter than ours. I like their MTR map system. They do not have operator to say out the name of the station when it is reaching. Instead, they have a map with LED lights on once they reached a station.

The SGI HK is located at Boundary Street, nearest MTR station is Prince Edward station. We thought we were confident to reach there with Dear's GPS. However, the GPS lost its way i guess. The map kept on turning around when we walked. Slowly, the GPS began to regain 'conscious' and finally lead us to our destination after an hour! Hahaha. SGI HK is quite far from the station. It is not quite within walking distance. Was relief at last!

Showed the MD (a Man from Men Division) the SSA letter. He led us inside the Kaikan (Soka Centre) for a WD (a woman from Women Division) to bring us around the kaikan. We then went inside the sales office. Wanted to get souvenirs for my members and believers from SGI HK but was quite dissappointed that they don't sell much souvenirs. Only managed to get SGI HK postcards. Bought a gongyo book for Christine. After that, we went to the garden. They have trees planted by each division; MD, WD, YWD, YMD, FD, SD etc. I felt that was nice. We joined the members for evening gongyo at 2pm as they also have a room for chanting like in our TBSC. We spent about 1 hour there, taking photos, exploring the kaikan. Didn't went up level 2 as we do not have much time left for us to shop. ^^

We took a bus to Mongkok MTR station to ladies market shopping!! I was actually quite excited to go ladies market; heard they sell alot of things and available for bargaining. Their ladies market is like our Chinatown. Don't understand why it is called Ladies Market as i did not buy a single thing for myself over there! Dear bought alot of tshirts!! Not much things for me to shop. However, we really look like we shopped til we dropped cuz our feets were in pain as we walked for the whole day that day.

When we was about to drop, we went back to our hotel, put our barangs, rest for awhile and then went for our dinner at a Japanese restaurant nearby the Hotel.

We made a mistake by eating there. The food there wasn't nice. We ordered salmon with rice and soup but the auntie there kept on recommending us those expensive kind of food when we weren't interested. This made me thought that she was desperate to earn money from us... The starters came. Chinese tea and tomato with something else which we didn't order. At first, we didn't care about the tomato cuz we thought that it was just a starter, a simple looking tomato. The auntie, after watching us staring around the restaurant waiting for our main dish for quite awhile, came to us and encouraged us to eat the tomato. At that moment, i thought she was being nice. Never did we realised that we had been sort of cheated by them. The receipt showed that they charged us for that miserable piece of tomato each and chinese tea for quite an amount! The auntie wasn't that nice after all. She was just luring us to eat so we need to pay for it! That is the disadvantage of being a tourist. Easily cheated! lolx

After our dinner, we went shopping at Canton street with much hope for buying things for myself while our feet were still in pain. :X It drizzled and then stopped for thrice. I didn't manage to buy anything as the shops were closed~~ =<

HK - 买东西，吃东西，买东西，吃东西 isn't real. :P Sadded, dear brought me to eat dessert which we passed by when we were returning to the Hotel.

Honey dew sago and tang yuan, my fav!

After that, we walked back to our Hotel. As usual, we got lost. Spent a few minutes of walking around before we get back to the Hotel. haha.

Hong Kong Trip (Day 1)

2008-11-03T22:23:00.000+08:00

Ok i am back. Let me continue with my post.

After unloading our luggage, we went touring around in Tsim Sha Tsui using our map. It is quite easy to walk around and i think it is easier than finding your way in Singapore. I often lost my way in Singapore even i have the map. However, i didn't get lost in Hong Kong! =D Ok back to the topic, we went to a foodcourt in ashopping center for our dinner. Quite shocked that their dinner e.g a plate of chicken rice can cost up to $8! Quite costly at the foodcourt. So we ordered Japanese food to share so we eat some more while walking along the streets.

Doesn't i look tasty? Sllluuuurrpppp!... :P****

Quite satisfied with the food. We went shopping around. Reached where we wanted to shop at; Esprit warehouse, Nike and Adidas shops. Was quite disappointed cuz the clothes wasn't up to my liking. Only managed to buy the Nike pant for my Sunflower Training.

Next, we went to Tang Chao.

This restaurant is highly recommended to go if you visit HK in Tsim Sha Tsui!! We only ate desserts. Regretted not trying their dim sum and others. Will surely go next time i go HK! =]

The price is reasonable. The dessert cost around $4 to $5.

After eating, we wandered around, until we reached this place.

Nice right? It is the star ferry pier which is quite near our Hotel.

So we walked and walked til we reached the Avenue of Stars.

The entrance is free as intially i thought it wasn't. The Ave of Stars wasn't in our itinerary cuz we thought there was nothing to see; can only see the hand marks of the celebrities. However, fate brought us to there~~ -_-" and we were glad that we went there as we enjoyed ourselves. Lolx..

We took lotsa photos other than this. But i don't look nice on the photos la.. so i didn't put all. Hahahaaha..

We reached back hotel around 1am+. Luckily the attractions were quite near the Hotel so we just walked back, didn't take any transport.

That was all for day 1. Stay tune for Day 2.

Hong Kong Trip

2008-11-01T13:13:00.000+08:00

26 Oct 08 to 30 Oct 08: Hong Kong!!

I went Hong Kong with my dear last week! This was intended to celebrate out 2.5yrs aniversary as well as my 22nd birthday. This trip was quite last minute as we planned to go Bintan during Deepavali PH. However, i thought that was qite wasteful to go Bintan when we got 6 days of rest as We took leave from Tues to Thurs. Thus, we made the decision to go Hong Kong! Far far away from Singapore!

Our first overseas trip together.

During the flight, i took smoe photos from the window seat. The view outside was splendid!, Cloudy~~~ Nice!

This was what we saw dring the 3 hours flight journey. It was then i realised that the sky is so vast! It's so amazing.

The flight touched down at Hong Kong Airport.

We have reached Hong Kong! =]

Went to look for the tour operator to fetch us to Panorama Hotel. When we went into our room at the 13th floor, we were shocked that a 4 star Hotel actually have such a view like that!

Only views of old buildings made our holiday trip sian~~~ So we requested to change to a higher flor once there is an available room. Btw, the 4 star hotel is included in our free and easy package. Didn't want to stay in a 4 star hotel cuz it was expensive but there was no more available roooms in the cheaper hotels.

We went touring around in Tsim Sha Tsui on our own.. using the map. Took lotsa photos. Shall blog about it in my next post k.

End of Part 1a.

Counting down..

2008-10-20T17:51:00.000+08:00

Feeling giddy right now. Doze off while doing payroll. When i was awake, i began to feel dizzy~~~ =< Having planning later on at MD house in Jurong East. Don't feel like going cuz its quite far to go home from there. =[ It has been a few times i didn't attend cuz i felt sick. Don't know why it is always Mondays i feel sick~~ Maybe its Monday blueeeee~~..

Urghs.. still giddy~ Don't know what to tell my WD. Later they all think i pon the planning :x Shall think of it later...

What am i counting down to? 6 more days to go! Shall update here on Friday. This is to protect myself, just in case somebody is plotting to follow me or whatever. Hahaha.. I am TTM. (Think Too Much)

Still giddy~~~~ O_O Think i face the screen for too long already~~
Gidydy.. gdidiy.. gidyy~~ giddy.....gjigeuif zzzzzzzzzz...

To all of you reading my blog, are you all free on Sunday, November 29 at 8.00pm? There will be a Movement Concert at SSA Tampines HQ. I will be dancing and this time round and i am happy to be choosen for the serenity dance =] =] There will be alot more performances like the Gym core, Golden Lion and the Artiste Group. Yes, our Mediacorp Artiste. Some of them are SSA members too. It will be an interesting event. Tickets are selling at $10 each. FYI, SSA is a non-profit organisation so we do not collect the $ to earn profits. The $ is for the building fund for a new multi-storey Soka Center for members, believers and new friends. Do let me know if you are interested so i can go purchase the limited tickets.
P.S: TS you are in it already! :P I will be asking Lisa, Wendy and Jos to go too.

It's 6.10pm already.. 20 mins to knock off. Wondering why i have time to blog in my office? Cuz it's recession now.. not much business to do~~ and the eye behind the office is on leave. lolx.

Zoo!

2008-10-11T23:28:00.000+08:00

After work yesterday, i had to go for a meeting at Senja Gaikan. Usually, it would take around 1 hour to reach there from my workplace by train. As i took the office lift down, i thought of going Bugis to transfer bus 960 to reach my destination would be a faster way of reaching and so there i went. However, i made a terrible decision. When i reached Bugis, I didn't managed to board the first bus that came as it was packed like sardines. I waited for about 20minutes for the next available bus. Altogether, during the 30 minutes of waiting, i was feeling so angry thinking that i should have taken the usual route by train to Senja. There was traffic jam on the way during the peak hour which made me arrived even later. Not only that, i alighted 1 stop before!!! Why i so silly!!.. I was walking and really pissed off with myself for making such a stupid decision and a stupid act. In the end, i had to sacrifice my dinner as it was already 8.30pm when i reached Senja. The meeting started at 7.45pm. =[ Quite pissed off as i already bought dinner to have it in Senja Gaikan. It took me 2 hours to reach my destination from my workplace. Really wasting my time yesterday. Arghs!! Nevermind.. over liao.. next time i think i shall have dinner before going. During the meeting, my anger melted off as i listened to their talk.

Today! Went Zoo with bear. Been 2 years since i went there. It rained twice when we were at the Zoo. However, it didn't dampen my mood. Bear took lots of photos using his Pro camera. For me, i felt quite sian of the animals as there was nothing interesting. =X Maybe kids will find it more interesting as they had never seen those animals before ba.. Came back hmoe around 6pm.. tired and took a nap. ZZzzZz Went for study meeting after that. Seek Marie for advise on my job hunting matter and she enlightened me. Will pick up myself.

Tomorrow's dancing day. Gotta wake up early for prac. Goodnight!

Tough work today

2008-10-09T23:58:00.000+08:00

"Only by polishing yourself through repeated difficulties can you build a self that sparkles as brightly as a gem. Once you have developed such a system of life, nothing will faze you." - Daisaku Ikeda, President of Soka Gakkai International.

The above quote, encourages me not to give up on finding my dream job. I will definitely be blogging about my victory soon. =]

Today was hard at work. Boss and lady boss keep finding trouble with me which i did not do!! In the end, they are the ones running in circles. They always find fault with me and my colleagues which we did not commit. It is usually their own mistakes. Until now, they still do not learn from their mistakes!! LOLx.. faint!!
Bear, is this complaining? :X *Sigh* This is a challenge to me. I cannot complain, or else good fortune will be erased away. Must be tolerant and show compassion to them cuz they senior citizens liao ma :p

2008 seems to be running at full speed just like the F1 race. So fast it will be over. We will be celebrating New Year in 3 more months! Are you aware?

And... are you aware that my birthday will be 29 more days! =]

Gooodnight!

More significant events

2008-10-07T21:42:00.000+08:00

I forgot there are more significant events to blog about!

28 August: BS gathering. For the 1st time in our life after we graduated from Secondary School, my Blood sisters met up with full attendance! That was a memorable one too, for after so long about 4 to 5 years. The 6 of us had dinner at Breeks in Causeway Point. We went Swensens for dessert after that, whereby only Micia, Wendy and me took part in eating. ;> I can eat alot. Don't underestimate me.
No one knows when our next BS gathering would be. Micia went overseas to continue her studies. We shall wait and see..

31 August: Chapter Friendship Gathering performance! Our efforts finally paid off. I also breakthrough throughout this period while preparing for the CFG. Never had i experienced teaching dance steps to a big group. It is actually quite difficult to get attention from everyone of them listening to me as i was choreographing the dance steps. This is one of my weakness since young. That explain why i am often quiet when i am with a group of friends. I do not like seeking attention from crowds. When they don't pay attention, it is like talking to myself, which makes me look like an idiot. Maybe i lack confidence. I like to crack jokes; it feels good to make my friends laugh and relax. But too bad i do this only to people close to me. Btw, if you do not notice, i have a lame sense of humour. Hahaha :P Ok.. back to the choreographing part, maybe these youngsters are younger than me, and some are my close friends, i do not felt that stressed while talking to the group. Maybe too, i got used to it as i need to talk to my trainees in a group. Sharing buddhism to my district during 4 Division meeting does help building up my confidence too.

I am glad that the whole dance went smoothly. Thanks for the help of my brother and
Stefanie for choreographing the hip hop part, thereby making the atmosphere higher. I am also very happy that the members of our group, RMT (which mean Red Man Tou) as named by Michelle are still contacting each other and we often go out for gatherings. =] I hope we will be able to maintain this for long as we grow with each other.

Rainlite is back!

2008-10-06T21:52:00.000+08:00

Hey i am back finally! Some of my friends were asking me why i stopped blogging. Well, actually sometimes lazy to blog, no time, no emo to blog, nothing interesting, don't feel like blogging. I think my life not that interesting though :x No jokes to share and such. Nothing uch significant to blog about. My last post was about my 21st birthday celebration. That was hmmm.. 11mths ago. lolx. am back to blog cuz now i feel like blogging.

Have to start all over again. Find my perfect blog skin. Tag box. blog linkxs and such... hey i really don't know what to blog now. lolx..

Let me blog about what happened to me for the past 11 months?

Dec 07: Celebrated X'mas with family?

31st Dec 07: Spent the New Year with my colleagues and boss. That was the first time i spent a New Year with the others other than my family members. =< Quite ..... cuz it's New Year and i have to spend with people sometimes i don't like sometimes i like. I am not refering to my colleagues btw. lolx.. It was too tempting for my colleagues and me not to go cuz it's free~!~!~!! lolx.. and i think we don't really go to such events which meant only for the rich people.. =< OK lah.. not so bad. At least got wine to drink, quite nice food, nice place by the sea.

What else ah? oh ya.. almost forgot!! :X

My sis ROM-ed somewhere in December and i was selected to be one of her bridesmaid. Quite fun.. Now i know what are the things to prepare when it's my turn! :X

Then came 16 Mar 08: I performed dance with Sunflower Dance Ensemble in Expo for the Youth Interfaith-exchange Symposium. Invited some friends over to watch my performance but some of them missed it as i didn't know my performance was the fringe event. Cuz it was an interfaith exchange, some of them didn't like it.. felt boring.. left halfway =< However, some felt that it was a interesting talk. Felt quite bad that those who found the event boring cuz didn't have chance to entertain them.

22 Mar 08: Celebrated dear's birthday at Sentosa Beach Resort. Really enjoyed ourselves. Played some rides, went to some beach bar at night, played pool, drink, drank, drunk. Not me but him. lolx. Walked back to the resort dizzily. At first i was quite worried that we might not be able to walk back to the resort in time before we drop-dead-drunk. Luckily managed to catch the tram, bought 2 slices of cake at the resort using NETS before going up to our room. We used NETS when we were half sober! lolx.. Thank goodness dear was quite awake to remember his pin number :P When we went back to the resort, he slept like a log, boxed my face when i asked him to eat the cake. lolx. Just when i was about to give up waking him, he suddenly became sober, feeling refreshed! and he didn't remember a thing about boxing my face. lolx.. That was a memorable one. The resort is not bad.. nice swimming pool, nice ambience, nice surroundings, nice roof top!

After that, came June: My sis big day! Woke up around 5am+ to get ready. Everyone was so excited! Eh i lazy to blog liao.. go so many things to blog about. lolx. Just those common scenes you see in dramas. Hahaha.

July: July 19 was YWD formation day. I got the chance to perform another dance - Hip hop. I think it was really a breakthrough for me as that was the first time i used so much energy to dance and to smile from my heart to the audience... =>

I think that's all for some significant events that took place when i wasn't blogging and lost touch with some. Right now, i am planning to change job and i went job hunting since July?? I broke my record of going for several number of interviews and til now i am stuck with my present company. 2 of the was-then prospective companies i went for interview almost hired me. But in the end, they gave me false hopes. :< To console me, i rejected another 1 cuz of the pay. :p Nowadays the market isn't that good.. Probably it's nearing year end and people are holding on to the job for their year end bonus. I won't give up looking for my dream job. i have enrolled myself to further study in SIM next jan. Let's hope!

Now is Oct 08. 1 more month to my birthday again. ;> Rainlite will be back!